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crossroads
Saturday, April 28, 2007

i finally got to watch crossroads. omg. i LOVE it! ahh..must go find the soundtrack. HAHA :) so nice so nice so nice!!! :):)
britney spears is FOREVER my fav artiste! and anson mount is hawt. hurr..just in this show at least. :) (dont kill me justin hurr :) )




i've got another dream to add to my list.
i wanna go on a roadtrip in a yellow crusier with my best buds too! (just like in the show!) :P i want!! so fun!

dreamlist update <3 :):)
1. taste all the ben&jerry's flavours in the world
2. yellow beetle !!
3. roadtrip in yellow crusier with my best buds!

webo @ 8:43 PM
mymindhaschanged:):)

went to have celebration dinner with the syf dance girls just now. GOLD WITH HONOURS! well done! :):)
after that i went back to nj cos the new elects are having their elects camp.
you know how i always complain abt going to nj, well, i've changed my mind bcos i have met really nice pple there. they're funny, down to earth, with no airs at all. i'm not saying the pple i know before them have airs but they just possess something different, something which i have come to appreciate more as years go by.
the entire 38th terra hat was back and junkiat and victor from the 37th. we were the only seniors who didnt run off to kap. terra power mann. :):) i had a really good time chatting with all of them and i think i will miss them dearly. hai :) it was really fun and funny. hurr. jk took down the clock at the grandstand and placed it in the sink at the canteen and then we spotted a poster which read "which is the greenest house in nj" so we circled terra. HAHA. ok very lame.
anyway, from today on, i shall never say i regret going to nj anymore.
cos all that had happen was really part of God's perfect plan. :)

webo @ 12:00 AM
the piano
Thursday, April 26, 2007

i think i'm becoming more artyfarty...in some ways at least. cos i'm really enjoying my piano to bits- totally helps me to destress.
it's strange. cos i really used to hate the piano.
yet somehow, now, i have come to realise that the piece comes across more beautifully and expressively whenever i am pissedoff/stressed/angry/sad.

today marks the peak of my stress level. it has reached an all time high.

GAH! dafnjdasfksdnjf;dsnv;jndshndsfsdnclkahfds;jirienjmvncvifhaoiowa/jdsfidsjfdsakfldjskljds;vdcsddnfjdkjfjnbjnblvjdjvnjadsjfkdjksfjsjdskljfskd;jfas;jfdksjfkdsfjk;fdsfsdksdfkjsdj
i am seriously looking forward to my 1may holiday.
and for sunday to come. ;)

webo @ 10:33 PM
excited excited
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

2 posts in a day. u can tell how excited i am esp since i always take forever to update.
got my offer package from *********!!
so exciting. i feel like going. but if i get *** den i most prob might just stay. but ********* is soo exciting. PLUS can watch soccer. haii..dunnnoooo...
the term for ********* starts on 17 Sep. so soon!! but at least after tin's social night. HAHA.
AHH dunno dunno.
if i stay i'll have my family, my nice bed, many mths with tin aft he ords, my daddy's expertise (i will top my class mann!) and *** is comparatively cheaper than ********* and is even ranked higher. plus it'll be better since i intend to practice here. hai hai dunno.

gah. my dad just told me he thinks going to aussie would be better than *********. but i dont want! it's SIX years! compared to FIVE. but he says it's nearer. and he feels safer cos if i feel homesick i can just fly back.

ah. i dunno i dunno. but now i must reject my offer from *******.
******* **** is friggin gonna fry me upside down. and ********* is gonna hate my guts.
but now tt i have ********* there's no need for me to place the deposit.


HAI. HAI. GOD PLS HELP ME MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE.
and i feel quite bad for playing ******* **** & ********* out. cos i was really intending to go.
i feel sinful. gahs. sighhh.
HELP HELP HELP. GOD HELP ME!

webo @ 10:17 PM
horrible artwork

manuual dexterity test was today. my molar looked like a toilet bowl :x
HURR.
went home with estherlee after tt. and we decided to pig out. mann. triple M seaweed is da bomb <3 !!

webo @ 7:39 PM
i will
Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i am going to buy myself:

nintendo ds/psp
bomberman
nintendogs
yoshi's island
the best damn thing (avril lavingne) -> mann. i'm becoming a teeny booper once again. HAHA

hurr. yes i will buy them..SOON. yes i will i will. HAHA

hiyo. been really busy these past weeks. loads of marking to do. and then there's the uni applications. interviews/tests all almost done with. now it's all in God's hands.

sometimes i get so anxious/frustrated i feel like just going to get my tongue pierced/small tattoo or just doing something drastic..to let all the steam (well, not actually steam cos i'm not pissed or anything) out.
yes but i wont. the Holy Spirit prompts me- NO WAY HO SAY. the body's the temple of God. so yes. i wont. plus i'll displease my parents. and justin. (asked him once, randomly, wad he'll do if i started smoking. and he was like..no go. i'll never speak to u again or smtg to tt effect) hurr..so thank God i have pple of good influence around me. yippee :D

just watched "The Pursuit of Happyness" with my bro. mann..it is soo sad. could have bawled my eyes out. but nice show. makes you never want to give up hope. cos the guy (will smith) is so determined tt u kinda get inspired.

anyways,
:) You've won my heart (Neil Wilson)

Jesus, You have won this lover
I love you like no other- as you
Loved me before my mother
Then chose me to discover
Life worth living

Jesus,
Hold me, shape me, mould me.
Your love cannot forsake me- as you
Given me plans to prosper
Your guide to life forever
Faith is my fire.

You've won my heart
You've won my heart
As you displayed
Love serenade
It takes my breath away

i lurrve this song. esp the part abt God's plans to prosper us.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."
My favourite verse! :D

webo @ 10:46 PM
simply beautiful
Thursday, April 12, 2007

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


Robert Frost (1915)

webo @ 8:57 PM
snails
Monday, April 2, 2007

i had an interesting dinner. HAHA
jap rice, kimchi, jap fish, miso soup and SNAILS. yes SNAILS.
HURRHURR :D

webo @ 10:42 PM
april fools' day
Sunday, April 1, 2007

new blog.
HAHA. hmm. (my students found my blog! [see tagboard] AHH. must keep up my mysterious image..so i needed to do some 'damage control' urgently. BLOGGER CAN BE SO SLOW. groan..yeah so i deleted my whole gmail account. HURR sobs 2 years of entries GONEE. tried to use livejournal but i didnt like the interface. so i'm backk)

bot new shoes today! 2 pairs.
too lazy to upload photos.
HURRHURR.

anw. was talking to my church fren today. and she said tt in trinity hall, pple will come and clear ur room for u. HAHA. SO COOL!
hurr.
checking out trinity hall now on the web. there's a cunningham house. reminds me of To Kill A Mockingbird. looks pretty nice i must say.
WHEE HEE HEE.

oh i went to layer my hair today. looks almost the same. but thinner (hopefully) HURR HURR.
i bluffed justin i cut my hair till shoulderlength. WHAHAHAA. april fools day wad. HAHA. :D


webo @ 10:15 PM