just got back from camp. quite fun. all the funny cheers and stuff. i'm soo tired though. ah :) finally got my own clean toilet and bed. whee. but i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired. one more day till i can slack..well actually..not really. cos i kinda got myself involved in another event. with no pay or even a lil allowance at all. i wanna pull out..i wanna slack!! plus this is a pretty depressing time for me. didnt get into yll. liverpool/aussie then i suppose. but i'm soo tired and sian to think abt it. gah. dafksjad;lsjaslfji i'm such a BLOODY FAILURE. gahs WHYWHYWHY. i'm sure God has his plans. but why? am i really not cut out for it? blehs. i is a bloody failure. i cant even type a proper engrish sentence. failure. loser. gahs. watevers. loads of stuff to tie up and pass down before my last day too. i dont wanna even think abt how many gazillion things i have to do tmr man.