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the send button
Wednesday, August 1, 2007

i've finally found the will to hit the 'send' button to send off my withdrawal letter to liverpool. :( the right decision? i really dont know.
well anyway, it's finally been done..on 1 aug 2007, 01 27hrs.
finally..after more than 2 weeks of hesistating and delaying...it was really really hard...i've been lingering at the "new message" page entire night before, hovering my mouse over the send button. well alas, to cut the long story short, i took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and sent the email off. so that's it i guess. I will not be spending the next 5 years in the UK. i'm rather uncertain whether i did the right thing. in fact i feel rather sad.

to remind myself of why i finally made such a decision:
*1. integrated course as opposed to tons of independent study
2. familiarity with pple
3. proximity and similar time zone

i'm such a wimp. something inside me screams that i should sometimes just take risks. dont give a shit abt how i'm gonna cope or how other pple think i'm never gonna cope..just get there and rough it out.
i mean seriously, i think i'm gonna find trying to cope with independent study better than trying to cook for myself (at monash). after all, the liverpool course does appeal to me and i've read from several monash med students tt their lectures are pretty boring and useless. to be frank, at this point in time i dont really see the need to study the sociology and 'ethics' of medicine, which monash, seems to have a knack for...not to mention rural practice. (mann. as i type this, i cant believe i actually sent off the stupid email. haiz.) ethics- there's no use debating what to do and what not to do rite? just do as your morals tell you to. gahs. sighs. WHY DEBO? sighs.

sighs. oh wells, guess i'm not anti-monash. just anti-"nomore liverpool":(
does that make sense?

webo @ 1:27 AM