phooey

Thursday, January 31, 2008

i went swimming today again! :D

ooos but right now, i'm dying. i cant seem to connect anything i learnt in renal physio. i had such a hard time trying to do my tbl just now :/ so many blanks cos i dunno/cant rmb.
blehs. think i should really dont care and move on to start understanding endocrine. the lectures for endocrine are almost all over and i'm still stuck on figuring out renal physio. :S blehs

webo @ 8:26 PM

O.O

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

another bulk of pple leaving for overseas soon :(
eunice, sihua, lydiahang! boos.
after liz leaves for uk, there'll only be 4 of us in our clique :( from 8 to 4!!

webo @ 9:48 PM

tlc under water :)

Monday, January 28, 2008

WHEE. i feel so accomplished today. i have a NEW FOUND LOVE FOR SWIMMING!! :):)
i swam 40 "laps" (up and down my curved shaped pool) today even though i only was aiming for 30laps!
oh man. swimming is really so addictive once you get the hang of it.
on my first 20ish laps, i was just struggling..taking 1 lap at a time..having quite long breaks in between
then i started to work on my breathing and it got better :)
it was just so cool.
like testing TLC (total lung capacity) under water! deep breath, head down and BLOWW everything out. man it's really shiok. i was just so lost in it!
by my 26th lap i totally started to get a hang of it man-swimming without goggles!! could finally dip my head underwater once, stroke once and dip again.
before that, it was dip head, stroke twice with head above water then dip head again. very inefficient. and cos i wasnt wearing googles, i was too afraid to open my eyes too quickly and each time i did, water seeemed to flow into my mouth as i took a breath before going in.
but then, i dunno..somehow, prob with God's wisdom i just started to get it. HAHA the trick is to not open ur eyes so much. just a lil bit when ur head comes out; doesnt matter if vision is blur with water over your eyes cos tt's all the better.
all ya have in mind and in sight is your goal. the other end of the pool. and man i love the focusness and concentration that i get when i swim. it's down, breath out+ stroke, up + open eyes slightly+ deep breath, and down again! shiookk :):)
it's like all i can see is the goal, all i can hear is the bubbles flowing past my ears. nothing else. just me and the water. woahs. :):)
but think i swim quite unglamly la..cos i think i make this deep breath sound when i take my breath before going down again. HAHA but i'm working on that!
yeah so after i reached 30 laps, i really couldnt stop. i just wanted to keep going on and on! but i decided to stop after 40 laps so i wont do an overkill and not swim again.
HAHA so all tt's left now, is to maintain this man.
i realise i've a short interest span. just like rollerblading. i tend to get sooo hypep abt something..but somehow cant sustain it.
but this one's gonna be different! i love it!
i also got to experience some physiology in action man.
was just thinking abt it when i was helping my mom post her letters just now.
the reason why i felt so tired during my first few laps was cos i didnt figure out the breathing bit. but once i got it, i was able to aerate/oxygenate my muscles properly! as a result, less anaerobic respiration and less lactic acid and less tiredness! zomg! haha i asked my dad just now..he said should be la.
YEAHHH man i love swimming. i love med. it's so cool to just see, experience and understand the physiology of our bodies!!

webo @ 6:42 PM

:):)

Friday, January 25, 2008

HAHA i've decided that i'm not gonna be that sadass loser anymore!
yes! :)
moving on :),
today was good. was early! 2nd time this whole year! YEAHHHH
fell asleep this morning during lectures though! was tired!! kept drifting in and out! i really tried to pay attn; i did :) got all the details abt the part of the skull the prof was talking abt but just didnt noe which part :S HAHA wasted. :/ cos think i drifted out during tt part. hahas
anyway had pract and i held a brain in my hands. humanbrain yes. coolstuff. kinda looks like intestines squished together and when u pull away some bits, it looks like taukee.

anyways, during driving today, i ONLY stalled once! HAHA
driving with heels is slightly easier! today at least..

hurrs my blog is so incoherent but nvm HAHA
yest was a REALLY FUN DAY!
ended school at 1030am, slacked around while waiting for my frens to finish their pbl and then went to town to catch AMERICAN GANGSTER. good show man. but was really confusing at first. ofe and me kept bugging poor samuel/samadHAHA during the show.
den we walked around town and i couldnt get the havanas sandals i wanted cos they only had disgusting pink and blue. :( i want either orange and brown! anyhow the num salesguys are all pretty cute. hurrs. but wth. haha anyway den we walked alll the way from cine to ps! passed the istana and spent like abt 10mins looking at the security guards and soldiers and a car nearly drove out from the istana! i was like so excited..but too bad it didnt drive out.
had pre-dinner tea at secret receipe and it was really fun! loved the hanging out and crap talking!
HAHA it's been a really looong time since i've done hanging out after school with a bunch of crazy frens :) funfun!
:):)

webo @ 8:05 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

webo @ 12:07 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008

had a reaally loong day at school today. but yay! tt's prob the worse day for this week cos i have no anat tutorial or pbl this week! HAHA :P
i love medsch [though there's like tons of stuff to study :( and i'm like totally lost for physio] but yeah we learn so many interesting things!
like how to beat the lawyers at scrabble by forming words like 'falx' and 'pterygoid'! haha our lecturer, voon taught us tt today. haha cool stuff and kinda timely cos we just thrashed the law fac at rugby and floorball over the weekend tt just passed HAHA :)

oh wells been a nice day.
and i finally got my fix of chocolate
twix! HAHA
like finally.
:)

webo @ 6:57 PM

it takes two

Sunday, January 20, 2008

no lifer. :(
i'm so bored but there's nothing to do but immerse myself in stoopid work.
prob helps me to get my mind off things.
or does it?
cos it seems to make it worse.
i dunno.
zzzzz

twist twist twist twist, mashpotato mamba

webo @ 8:48 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later,
I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry (to myself) but I have to move on
And leave you behind :( (not like i have a choice :/)

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

webo @ 10:18 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

meeting my ladies tonight :P
yay yay :):)

webo @ 4:35 PM

bros and hohos

Monday, January 14, 2008

haha my bro ahhh :P
he was like blasting music/controlling volume and all
FROM THE TOILET
yes the toilet..somehow he got his laptop hooked up to his desktop and stereo
and he copied the song i was playing on my comp AHEM
yeah then (as u can see as the convo goes on)he tried to scare me cos just before this his door suddenly closed by itself (prob the wind la duhh)
HAHA :P

debo. says:
COPYCATTT!!

You have just sent a nudge.

A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
shut up i am louder
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
nudge me right
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
k now you die
debo. says:
mine was playing just a few seconds before urs
debo. says:
HAHA
debo. says:
u confuse my ears
debo. says:
OEIII
debo. says:
PIGASSSS
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
and to think of it
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
i am in the toilet
debo. says:
wth???
debo. says:
HAHA
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh says:
check out my nick
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh says:
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh says:
HAHA
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
oh
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
like that huh
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
very nice
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
tml you wake up with funny things
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
ont blame me
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
i will ask the "girl" walking around to give you a surprise
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
WHAHAHA
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
walau
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
u're alone in the toitlet
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
isnt tt worse
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
i am used to it after all this time
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
later a hand come out from the toilet bowl and grab ur ass
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
that is why i can talk to her
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
no lah
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
massage my ass
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
more like pull u into the toilet bowl la and mix u up with shit
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
no la
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
i love ghosts
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
respect them
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
zzzzzz pigasss
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
huh you have a pigs ass? aiyoh
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
dont like that la
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
more confidence
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
haiz
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
LOL
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
smartass
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
HA!
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
me a smart ass? wow
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
you can just be nicer to say i am smart
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
:
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
dont be spiteful
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
add the 'ass"
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
BLEHH
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
i go study already..go entertain the ghost
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
haha
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
u still are a copycatt HAHAH
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
nehh nehhh nehh
A couple of the sound that I really like Are the sounds of a switchblade and a motorbike says:
loser
debo. darrylngthetoiletkingisafreakingcopycat!!!!!!! nehhhhh : P says:
piggggaassss

webo @ 12:03 AM

zzomg

Saturday, January 12, 2008

i think i'm quite a mess.
yeah.
but i'm not worried.
just a lil confused, now
but it's cool.
yeah.
:)

at the end of the day,
i'm pretty sure
i know
it's
you

webo @ 9:15 PM

obsess

Friday, January 11, 2008

i think i obsess a lot.
which definitely is not a good thing! zzz
geez wad am i doing online for?

maybe it's for novelty?
maybe it's for old times sake?
or denial?
rebellion?
or maybe it's for real O.O
i also dunno...

anyway i'm learning hokkien now. organised by medsoc (i think)
first lesson was yest..which was quite funny la.
hokkien sounds freaking funny.

had driving lesson today. drove from a carpark in clementi, past upper bukit timah road, all the way to bukit batok. man i stalled like damn a lot of times. at this traffic light junction in bb, i stalled so many times that the red light, which turned green, became red again.
all the pedesterians were like staring at my LEMBU car. gg man. haha

i'm so bored.

webo @ 10:56 PM

muses

it's so strange. seeing people younger than me turn 18 (on fb). like u see pple tag their walls and write "HAPPY 18th"

so surreal. makes me wonder how i spent the 18th year of my life. which i cant rmb.
but reminds me i'll be 20 this year!?! nooooos! zzzz
(like ilman whose bday's today. HAHA 20yr old himbo. :P haha)
i think the lst 2 yrs in my life at jc was pretty much a blur and a whoosh through. which is good.
prob was a really great mix of bittersweet memories. bitter for being where i was maybe? but sweet for lovely memories and friendships, esp 1 particular one.

life feels kinda surreal now. been kinda happier the past 2 days. HAHA :D which is a good thing i suppose.

webo @ 7:16 PM

the hard facts of life

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

in·dif·fer·ence /ɪnˈdɪfərəns, -ˈdɪfrəns/ [in-dif-er-uhns, -dif-ruhns] –noun
1. lack of interest or concern
2. unimportance
3. the quality or condition of being indifferent.
4. mediocre quality; mediocrity.

the opposite of love isnt hate; it's indifference
seriously,
what was i thinking?

well,
at least now i've got my answer

webo @ 7:54 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

i miss you
but do you miss me the way i miss you?

i miss talking rubbish with you
asking you for opinons
whining to you
talking to you before bedtime
laughing with you
i miss spending time with you

i thought i was over it
but why do tears just come
when i think about you?

i just wish it were all a dream
a bad dream
and that when i wake up
everything will be back to normal

maybe i shouldnt try to move on
but i'm so confused
is there even anything left for me to hold on to?

To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

who am i kidding?
you are :(

webo @ 11:42 PM

solitary

Sunday, January 6, 2008

webo @ 8:27 PM

kruz

Friday, January 4, 2008

cruise tmrr
havent pack finish
too lazy to pack
stuck on facebook

busy day today!
met up with beats who's back from oregon! and steph from northwestern..which i dunno is in which state
and then natngoi's bdae party
man. food was good esp the dessert :d

i'm sleepy!
supposed to drop by mg tmr with my pallies but :( cant
zzz sigh
mom's unhappy with me man. for going out too much :(
but it's hols!
my first real hols since A levels and possibly the penultimate hols of my life.

zz. sigh's it's been a bad start to 2008.
stuff i've been going through.
i really wanted to start it right.
blahs.

it'll get better.
i know it.
it always does
the question is when.
but actually i dont really care.

shall just live for the day.
byes

webo @ 1:51 AM